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31 October 2015 @ 11:56 pm
"Only You" (Fic, Jared/Jensen, NC-17)  
Title: Only You
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1,995
Timeframe: October 2015, weekend of Toronto Con
Warnings: established relationship, handjob, fingering, massage
Summary: Written for this prompt at spnkink_meme : J2, handjobs. I just would love to see a fic about how much Jared loves getting Jensen off and Jensen loves having Jared do it. Jared doesn't even need it to turn into sex or get off himself to enjoy it, he just gets pleasure from knowing that he got Jensen off. Slow, sensual handjobs; massages that lead to handjobs; maybe vibrators or some other toy involved; maybe BDSM or D/s involved; whatever strikes the author's fancy!

They’re both exhausted after a long day at work and then a five hour flight, so the decision to stay in that night is an easy and completely unspoken one. They’ve been working – and living, eating, playing, being – together for so long that the shared wavelength they’re on stopped being weird years ago.

Jared ends the call and tosses his phone on the bed, giving Jensen a confused smile when he notices him staring. “What?” Jared grins. “Do I have something on my face?”

“Nuh uh,” Jensen replies. “You’re just- you’re cute when you’re ordering a pizza.”

“And why’s that?” Jared chuckles as he kicks off his shoes and starts to unravel his scarf.

Jensen stops him though, swiftly moves over to stand between Jared’s spread thighs where he’s perched on the edge of the bed. “Cause you make just about everything you do cute.” He grabs the ends of Jared’s scarf – now just draped over his shoulders – and uses it to pull him closer.

Jared slowly drags his eyes up to Jensen’s face, his heart flipping over behind his ribs when he sees that familiar look in his lover’s eyes. It doesn’t happen often, but Jensen gets like this when he’s anxious, stressed, has been working too many hours – basically giving too much without ever pausing to take anything back for himself. Jared grabs a hold of Jensen’s hands and pulls himself up to his feet, then leans forward to slot their lips together. It doesn’t have much heat to it – mostly just a sweet, chaste kiss – and so it’s not entirely surprising when Jensen leans down to bury his face in the curve of Jared’s shoulder a second later.

They stand there for a few long moments, Jared simply smoothing his hand up and down Jensen’s back. He presses another kiss to Jensen’s cheek and then brings his lips close to the shell of his ear. “Lay down for me,” he whispers. “I’ll help you relax, okay?”

Jensen nods and pulls away finally, just enough to give Jared a small, grateful smile as he begins to undress. Jared gives him another quick kiss before slipping into the bathroom to rummage around in the bag where he stashed a bottle of warming lube when Jensen wasn’t looking. When he comes back into the bedroom, he has to pause for a moment in the doorway, his breath caught in his throat at the sight of Jensen spread out on the bed on his stomach, already completely nude. He’s got a pillow bunched up under his chest, wrapped snug in his arms where he’s resting his cheek against the folded crux of them. The muscles on his back and shoulders are exquisite – lean, but so strong – miles of pale, freckled flesh all the way down to the swell of his gorgeous ass.

Jared finally wills himself to start moving again, closing the distance between them and sitting at the edge of the bed. Jensen’s eyes flutter open when the mattress dips slightly; he watches silently as Jared pops open the bottle and pours some of the clear liquid into his palm. It’s certainly not the first time they’ve done this, but Jensen still groans softly in appreciation when Jared smooths his hands over his shoulders and starts to knead. He works slowly and thoroughly, moving inch-by-inch over the taut muscle, working his fingers into the knots until Jensen gradually relaxes under his touch. The slightly warm sensation of the oil against his hands feels amazing, and he can only imagine how good it must feel against Jensen’s tense, aching muscles.

He moves over to Jensen’s arms next, humming appreciatively at the ripple and flex of his triceps when he shifts over to lay his arms down at his sides. Jensen has never been as into lifting weights as Jared is, but he was unstoppable once he put his mind to it – working diligently to add an inch of pure muscle for last season’s storyline. Jared slides his hand around the bicep and works the hard flesh in his hands, slowly moving down lower and lower until he reaches Jensen’s hands.

The one thing that Jensen will never have in common with Dean Winchester is his hands. Jensen’s are big and beautiful of course, but they’re as soft and gentle as a whisper and Jared has always adored that about him – the way he touches him when they make love, the way he so carefully works Jared open one finger at a time, still terrified of hurting him even after all these years. Jared leans down and presses a kiss to Jensen’s palm before scooting down lower on the bed so he can give his hands the attention they deserve – gently squeezing and stroking each finger in his hands, one by one.

After repeating the same treatment on the other side, Jared moves over to the foot of the bed, gently urging Jensen to spread his thighs enough for him to settle down between his legs. He slides his palms over the firm, fleshy globes of Jensen’s ass cheeks and squeezes, using his thumbs to gently pull them apart to reveal Jensen’s tiny, pink hole. Jensen whimpers softly and his hips stutter a bit, almost as though he’s torn between thrusting down into the mattress or up into Jared’s touch. Jared’s breath catches in his throat again as he simply watches the furled muscle flutter and twitch desperately, completely untouched. He loosens his grip a bit and instead focuses on kneading the muscle again, working Jensen’s ass cheeks good and thorough for a few more moments.

By the time Jared nudges on Jensen’s hip to urge him to flip over, he knows very well what he’s going to find. But the sight of Jensen’s hard, leaking cock all sticky-wet and curved up toward his belly never fails to take his breath away. All biases aside, Jensen has the most beautiful dick that Jared has ever seen – dark pink when he’s aroused like this, thicker around the prominent crown with just a barely-there scar under the head where he’s the most sensitive. Jared tugs his lip between his teeth and simply lets his hand drop down to rest on Jensen’s hip, raising his eyes to meet his gaze. Jensen’s cheeks are already flushed pink – making the freckles on the bridge of his nose stand out even more – and it’s all Jared can do to keep from tearing his own clothes off and begging Jensen to fuck him. But tonight isn’t about that, isn’t about fulfilling some primal need to get off. It’s about Jensen, about taking care of the man who loves him like no one else ever will, the man he’s vowed to love for the rest of his life.

Jared hums thoughtfully and gives Jensen a small smile as he pops open the lube again and pours more of the silky-smooth liquid into his hands. He starts by dragging his palms lightly over Jensen’s legs, unable to resist gripping the strong quad muscles for a second before trailing his thumbs along the creases where his thighs meet his groin. He lightly trails his fingertips through the trimmed hair around the base of his cock, then down to ghost over the heavy swell of his balls – but still he leaves Jensen’s cock untouched. Jensen moans brokenly, clutching futilely at the bedsheets despite keeping his hips perfectly still, letting Jared control the pace. Jared finally curls his fist around Jensen’s straining dick and can’t help moaning too, loving the perfectly heavy weight and warmth of the stiff flesh in his palm. He uses both hands – just the way Jensen likes it – twisting his wrist on every upstroke, rubbing his thumb along the sensitive bundle of nerves just under the head.

“God, fuck…” Jensen breathes. “Stop for a second, babe. Too close.”

Jared forces himself to do as he’s asked, licking his lips as he pulls his hands away and just watches Jensen’s dark, blood-thick flesh throb where it’s straining up toward his navel. He smiles when Jensen draws his knees up a bit closer to his body, giving Jared access to everything he could ever want.

“Yeah?” Jared asks tentatively.

“Yes,” Jensen murmurs. “Please and thank you.”

Jared chuckles as he gently cups Jensen’s balls, rubbing his lube-slicked hands over the hot, heavy sacs one after another. Urging Jensen to lift his hips just a bit more, he drags his fingers over Jensen’s perineum, then turns his wrist and just presses his fingertips against his tiny, puckered hole. They don’t often play like this – both of them are just more comfortable with things being the other way around – but he knows how much Jensen secretly loves this, relishes these rare opportunities to completely give up control. Jared leans in and playfully nudges his stubbled chin against the inside of Jensen’s thigh, grinning at the visible tremor that ripples through his body in response, his nipples hardening to dark peaks and his cock twitching against his abs.

“Just breathe for me, sweetheart,” Jared whispers before pressing a kiss to Jensen’s knee.

His fingers slide in rather easily, which isn’t all that surprising given that he’s got half a bottle of lube on his hands, but Jared still smiles at Jensen’s answering moan. He lowers his gaze and watches keenly as he dips in deeper, pushing all the way into the knuckle as Jensen’s body slowly opens up around him. The skin around Jensen’s rim is pulled taut, thin and almost translucent where it’s stretched around Jared’s thick fingers. His eyes flicker back up to Jensen’s face as he draws his fingers out again, curving them slightly as he drags along the fleshy inner-wall until he finds the mound of nerves that makes all the difference. Sure enough, Jensen moans harshly, his chest heaving as his hips stutter against Jared’s hand.

Jared wraps his palm around Jensen’s erection again, stroking it once all the way from the base up to the leaking head as he continues to press on his sweet spot. Jensen’s eyes are still closed, his lashes fluttering high on his cheeks and a thin sheen of perspiration shining on his forehead. Jared whispers quiet reassurances the entire time, senseless words of endearment that mean more to either of them than they’ll ever admit. He settles into an even rhythm after a few moments, working his fist steadily over Jensen’s stiff shaft over and over again as he fucks into Jensen’s hole with two fingers.

He can feel the tension building in Jensen’s body, his nerves stretching thinner and tighter with each passing second. Jared is completely enthralled; all of his senses are so in tune with Jensen’s that he can feel every heartbeat like it’s his own, feel the pleasure washing over him in waves. Jensen cries out Jared’s name when he comes, his whole body stilling and jerking as his inner muscles clamp down and his cock twitches hard in Jared’s fist. The first spurt of his come lands high on his chest, a slick, pearly-white splatter that’s simply beautiful against his smooth, pale skin. The next spurt and the one after that spill over Jared’s closed fist and onto Jensen’s belly, smearing onto the wispy trail of hair under his navel. Jared works him through it until the pulses slow to dribbles and Jensen shudders slightly, one final after-shock trembling through his body as the last few watery drops of his release leak from the softening tip.

They’re both a mess – sweaty and covered in lube and come – but before Jared can say anything, Jensen grabs him and pulls him down to the bed, slotting their lips together once more in a breathtaking kiss. Jared drops his forehead to rest against Jensen’s once their lips finally part, but he doesn’t say anything, just lets Jensen’s satin-soft breaths flow over his lips for a few moments, inexplicably content just to be here in his lover’s arms.
peepingdrupeepingdru on November 1st, 2015 11:46 am (UTC)
Stunning....and HOT!!!!<<<333
Sakurasakura_no_mi on November 4th, 2015 03:10 am (UTC)
Thank you, bb! <3
etoile_etioleeetoile_etiolee on November 1st, 2015 01:20 pm (UTC)
How did you know I've been wanting to read that exact fic since forever? Jared worshiping Jensen is all I'll ever need, thank you so much for sharing, amazing little fic.
Sakurasakura_no_mi on November 4th, 2015 03:10 am (UTC)
Thank you for your sweet comment, so happy to hear you liked it :)
There's a scientific explanation for that: J2 - orange sun bkghugemind on November 1st, 2015 01:21 pm (UTC)
This was beautiful! I loved how quiet this is; Jared just wants to make Jensen feel good and Jared knows exactly how to take care of him. <3
Sakurasakura_no_mi on November 4th, 2015 03:11 am (UTC)
Thank you very much!
twnchesterangel: pic#108234430twnchesterangel on November 1st, 2015 01:30 pm (UTC)
O.M.G. That was gorgeous. It was just beautiful and dare I say magical? The love just oozes off the screen. I love the way you write. And this one was just soothing...almost poetic. I could read stuff like this from you until the end of time. Never stop. :) *hugs*
Sakurasakura_no_mi on November 4th, 2015 03:13 am (UTC)
Thank you, love! You always have the sweetest comments that make me all smushy inside :)
fireheart13: Jared nj2015fireheart13 on November 1st, 2015 01:34 pm (UTC)
just lovely and delicious!
Sakurasakura_no_mi on November 4th, 2015 03:13 am (UTC)
Thank you!
imaginecoolname: Jensenimaginecoolname on November 1st, 2015 06:58 pm (UTC)
I loved how sensual, soothing and yet intense this was - so gorgeous, hon! I adore you and your writing so much. :) Thank you! ♥
Sakurasakura_no_mi on November 4th, 2015 03:14 am (UTC)
Thank you, bb! You're too sweet <333
zara_zeezara_zee on November 2nd, 2015 12:14 am (UTC)
Sensual and intense. Really beautiful. :)
Sakurasakura_no_mi on November 4th, 2015 03:14 am (UTC)
Thank you! <3
grrlplaygrrlplay on November 2nd, 2015 02:44 am (UTC)
Wow! Incredible!
Sakurasakura_no_mi on November 4th, 2015 03:15 am (UTC)
Thank you!
Masja: smilemasja_17 on November 9th, 2015 06:16 am (UTC)
Sensual, sweet and so caring. Lovely!

Sakurasakura_no_mi on November 12th, 2015 05:56 am (UTC)
Thank you so much!
michelle: Harrycertainthings on February 1st, 2016 05:13 am (UTC)
lovely and hot
enable l♥ve: [j²] classic j² on set | personalenablelove on March 4th, 2017 04:48 am (UTC)
Mmm there's something about that last line that just makes you sigh :)